Opening doors

I haven't realized how long it had been since I wrote on my blog. I was thinking yesterday that it's been over a month and a half since I was in Cuba and then thought well that was the last time I wrote on my blog. So I thought it would definitely be time to start writing again.

I don't really have much to really talk about, specially lately. Things have been both crazy busy and not. Depends on how I look at it. For me right now, I am having a little bit of a hard time figuring out "whats best for me". I made a choice of dropping out of Public Relations. Mainly because I really couldn't afford it. Working part time wasn't paying the bills or allowing me to even afford getting to school. So now i'm at a bit of a cross roads and i'm trying to find "what is best for me".

What I really want to be doing is Photography. I have started on the basics (name, logo, facebook page) and am currently trying to save as much as I can to get a professional camera so I can start the business i've always dreamed of having. In time I know it will grow but i'm the type of person that doesn't really like to wait for long periods of time for something to happen. So i'm doing all that I can to go out and grab ahold of what I want and need. It's extremely terrifying. I feel like every door I try to open will just get slammed back in my face but I know that that is my own fear and I must get over that in order to get what I want. I know the hard things we work for will always pays off in the long run, its just getting there first thats the challenge.

I'm currently in search for a job that will provide me all the things I need to learn, grow and further my skills but also allow me to pre-sue other dreams. Im looking forward to the opportunities that will come forward within the next few months. Let's cross our fingers!